AGNES MARTIN’S DRAGON
Call the end an end but we never can
precisely All
that human touch is all
too real now Avoidances, storm
clouds gather their intentions
and compulsions and compulse and reason
and ungather Steady seismographs
measure inexorable stresses
Iron Ages spread
across the lost hemispheres
I walk the gardens in search of ritual
Instead I find the cure for the ingredients
of public domain
There is no public
but the ingredients
are the domain
Unrandomly the waves
send their events
through the food chain
Logic lodges its sign
in my obediences
and the sign remains
there like a hieroglyph It resists entering
the courtyard mosaic
The sign drifts
through limestone, through citied cliffs,
through my millennia-feeling minutes
Medicines, mesas
Cottage bedding
Fossil that records the subtle traumas of speciation
Sunlight off the sea fades the wallpaper
I circle down slowly through a layer of vapor
to the city, to the dormant volcanoes,
to the ruins
of cities that face the ocean and refuse
to speak
Pain relief is painful
Escape, agony
Paradises offer up their fruit but I hate fruit
I leave the Earth-half of horizon as blank as it must be
to satisfy everyone All that is human touches the other
magnetic Poles
out there
Frozen beaches, gales,
desolation murmuring its antilogies to endangered animals et cetera
The grains of sand in those beaches number
in the thousands, thousands
There are more grains of sand in those
bleak beaches than minutes I have spent
in desperation searching for a way to get
back to them,
but not much more, not for much longer
Because I’m starting to get it
They’re escape routes
Stationary stationary
I can hide everything I’ve done and said there
as words, but not words like these
This desert is unprotectable
Projectile is a type of weapon
Gyres are a type of guidance
Birds of a desert mock me forever
My illusions lecture me about how real
they are and I listen to be fair and professional about it
When I was a stoner I dreamt of long red bricks
They weren’t bricks
They were places in the floor
Small places
where you could fall through if you were microscopic Stuff like that
is all it takes to put fear in me fleetingly
Barely, here is my substance
Barely, here is my data
Barely, here is totality’s defeat of spectroscopy
Sad walls Built by aliens A touch-all
I built these buffers, these buffers that
crisscross my empire like aqueducts I planned the sacred
cities myself, I planned their
sacred platforms, their centers and excavations,
their lairs and their hoards,
but my plans were not approved
When I was a roofer I dreamt of diverted sheets of rain
We’re not here and there’s nothing there except a vault
and if that’s a vault this is a strange tomb amongst many
rupturing in the Earth like an appendix and if that’s a vault
this is a pond and this is a pool with a degree of abandonment
JG Ballard could be proud of
It is so huge
It is so immaculate
I look down at the immaculate floor and up at the ceiling
and that’s my own special domestication of special relativity,
my own special eyrie from which I generalize fear
Pyramid Plant, Cathedral Plant, Macreduct
I would call the perfectly good explanations flawed
Aliens, too, infrastruct my vanity, my famous plumbing,
the sleeves I keep my records in
“Place is completed through the word,” Marc Augé reckons
Fancy words for division
Rupture Fault Chiasmus
protrude from the body
like cribbage pegs
There
is something unknown
about the difference between things in general
What is it I wonder dismissively
Runner-up flag designs for my other
country, the archipelago
The canali run through it there, too
Stripes
Quadrants of sovereignty
Outward to something like aether,
like ocean that accepts them with
questions, allegories, tell tale signs,
fabulous reluctance
Every pyramid has a capstone that
makes the enemy your name
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PETER MILNE GREINER is a poet and science fiction writer. His work has appeared in Fence, Motherboard, Dark Mountain, glitterMOB, and elsewhere. His first full length collection, Lost City Hydrothermal Field, will be published later this year by The Operating System.